Just Me

Starbucks and rain.

I was low… oh so low and it looked okay outside so I took a walk ended up at angel Starbucks then it rained… It was drizzling while I was walking but it didn’t matter to me much. So went in and ordered my hazelnut hot chocolate with whipped cream uhnfff it was so good then this guy comes up to my table and says his name is alex…
Asked if the seat was empty and I had no objections I was alone anyway XD we ended up talking about random shit…. I didn’t know there was a retro gaming shop in central I gotta find it x3 he works at a shirt printing company and offered me a discount on a link tee LOL at the end he asked for my number.

Thing i remember the most about him is eyes they were full on green x_x

Before I knew it it was 5 am and I finally got of the phone I’m not even tired but I wanted something to eat so I stopped the convo.

Again… Not a single sound from kieran I’m the cause but I was hoping he’d call.. I just wanted to tell him… Reassuring him..

Forget me not.

  • I need a another hug and for someone to tell me it's going to be okay..






people who’ve never experienced financial woes: ummmm why dont you just work 100 hours a week, sell everything you own, including your organs lol?

"McDonald’s is always hiring! :)"

"Ask for more hours!"

"Get a better job. You’re just being lazy! "

"Just go out and apply! There’s plenty of jobs out there!"

"your complaining about not having enough money yet you’re showing off your new iphone 6 as if you didn’t spend 7 years and sold 2 limbs to buy it. You should be more responsible with your money!"

(via burrito-of-pain)

Written like a pro.

Nobody becomes well adjusted to the thing they hate most.

It’s like saying I hate chocolate but being forced to eat a chocolate cake then having to say you loved it for the sake of keeping someone happy. I’m not sure if it’s the right thing, nobody is ever sure.

Today was a rough day for me, no sense in denying that in fact its been a pretty rough week truth be told. Just today was slightly worse. I’ve booked another appointment with an unknown doctor for a second opinion. I’ve been napping a lot (a lot more than i’m used too) and i am drinking near to 6 pints of water a day. 

Still nothing has changed and the pain/feelings still persist. 

He came over today stayed awhile then had to go. I had half-assed telling spjerre that he wont be coming back which might as well have been true. It’s still fine however maybe tomorrow i’ll have a huge slice of that chocolate cake.


I want someone to really want me. Make a big deal about me, tell me I’m on your mind way too fucking much but you kinda like it. Make it completely obvious that I’m the person you want. Tell me you can’t wait to see me; show me how you feel so I can feel it too.
Make me feel something I’ve never felt before. Tell your friends about me & I’ll tell them about how you make butterflies swam my stomach. Want me as much as I want you.

This that’ll never happen to me number 1324.

We aren’t even in a relationship status on Facebook.

(via burrito-of-pain)

Michael Jackson

—In the Closet

I love this song, I had it on VHS trip down memory lane <3

(Source: kingofrockpopandsoul)